My Zodiac Sign

Taurus

Your element: Earth
Your ruling planets: Venus
Symbol: The Bull
Your stone: Emerald
Life Pursuit: Emotional and financial security
Vibration: Determined energy
Taurus Secret Desire: To have a secure, happy and wealthy life/marriage.

Description:
Underneath their cool, calm and collected exterior, Taureans differ greatly from all the other signs of the zodiac. Taureans manage to discreetly stay apart from the crowd, even though they have a well-earned reputation for being socialisers. They will let others get close, but only so close as they want them. Some claim that trying to get your point across to a Taurean, should they not want to hear you, is rather similar to talking to the trees – they simply won't budge. And, there is no such thing as an open-book Taurean. Their feelings, fears and desires often run far deeper than anyone around them would guess. Like the butterfly that chooses to remain hidden in its cocoon until it is ready and prepared to emerge, so the true Taurean spirit remains hidden behind a veneer of day-to-day activities. That's why Taureans are sometimes regarded as snobby, withdrawn, boring, or even sulky.

The truth is, when Taureans manage to operate very adequately on their own form of automatic pilot, they can switch off from the world around them very efficiently. And when they do switch off, they are actually gathering in their inner reserves to deal with the outside pressures. This sign is also very closely connected to 'feeling good'. Most Taureans like their creature comforts and hate change because it takes them out of their automatic pilot condition of separating themselves from the world around them.

Because they hate to be put in jeopardy of any kind, this is the sign that strives to create tomorrow in advance, rather than leave it to fate. In love, Taureans are regarded as extremely sensual beings. An earth sign, they deal well with the personal, physical senses and consequently all the pleasures associated with what they can see, touch, smell and taste, add up to a special delight to them. Often nature and pet lovers, Taureans are closely associated with all things off the earth and nature.

** Astig! This is cool because almost all of the things about this zodiac sign mentioned above is so true.. It really describes me. hehe :) I got it here: Zodiac Signs

Alphabet Song ABCD...

I was tagged by Ardee with this Alphabet song so I sing...

A - Age: 21 years old.
B - Bands I'm Listening To Right Now: Parokya ni Edgar.
C - Career: Associate Software Engineer 1.
D - Drink or Smoke: none of the above.
E - Easiest Friends To Talk To: my best friend and all my close friends.
F - First Crush: Kevin Narvato.
G - Gadgets: Sony Ericsson K800i, laptop, Intelligent Flash.
H - Hobbies: chatting and blogging!
I - In love: Everyday...
J- Junk Food You Like: Doritos, Oishi potato chips (creamy onion flavor), piattos (sour cream flavor).
K - Kids: I don't have any kids yet.. I wish my first child is a girl.
L - Longest Ride Ever: Subic to Pasig.
M - My Perfect Nightout: Videoke trip w/ my officemates at Music Room till 3am.
N - Names For Your Future Kids: Francheska.
O - One Wish You Have Now: I wish to be a successful person!
P - Phobias: Ocean because I don't know how to swim and I am afraid to be drowned.
Q - Favorite Quote: "When a task is once began. Never leave it till it's done. Be the labor great or small. Do it well or not at all."
R - Reasons To Smile: talk to my special someone and my close friends knowing that they all cared for me.
S - Sleeping Time: 1AM till 7AM/9AM
T - TV Channels: Kapamilya, HBO, Animal Channel, Discovery Channel, Disney Channel...
U - Unknown Fact About You: Sometimes, I can predict things.
V - Vegetable You Hate: ampalaya!
W - Worst Habit: I always fix my hair and touch my nose.
X - X-rays You’ve Had: Chest and Back X-Ray
Y - Yummy Foods: Pizza, ginisang upo, nilagang baka, steak at marami pang iba.
Z - Zodiac Sign: Taurus

I am now tagging Makre...

Friend or Lover???

I would rather keep myself quiet for a while. I just wanted to forget someone who unknowingly hurt my feelings. (not totally forget him but forget my feelings for him) It hurts a lot to know that the person you liked the most doesn't give importance to what you have said to him. You already said everything to him, give all your trust to him and yet doesn't even appreciate it. All he has said and done was just a joke... I've fallen for him because of his character, he always makes me happy by cracking a joke and he has been a good friend of mine. But this time when I already told him seriously how I felt for him, he doesn't believe me. He told me that it is okay with him if I have feelings for him because he knows that it is just a joke.. He always joke me that he might also fall for me, that's why my feelings for him gets stronger. I never demand any secrets from him. I also respect him if he really doesn't want me to know his secrets. But because I already told him mine and after I have swallowed my pride telling him that, I can't help myself to somehow expect that he would tell something about him or how he felt for me. All I wanted to know is: if there is a mutual understanding going on between us or it is just purely friendship? I am really lost. I don't know wher to stand. I wanted to fight for my feelings for him if only I know that he felt the same way I do. But if not, I would rather forget my feelings and fight for our friendship.. And that's what I am trying to do now.

Why am I doing this? How do I arrive to that decision?

It is because I realized that if he really wanted/liked me. He will tell me how he felt for me right after I have confess my feelings with him. I think that would be a great chance for him to tell me something but he doesn't. He is so inconsistent telling me things with double meaning like he is happy to know that I like him and he might also fallen for me but suddenly telling me that it is just a joke. Sometimes I felt sincerety to what he is saying, even if he is telling me that it is just a joke. I don't want to be assuming therefore I don't believe every single word he says. But then, I am still affected and I can't help it. I am afraid that something might change in our friendship. So, I decided to forget my feelings. I don't want to loose him so I will keep him as my friend...

**Actually I already asked him a favor of reminding me that we are just friends but he said that it would be difficult for him to do that because he might also forget that we are just friends.

**I already did my part. I also take the risk.. Hope that some boys like him out there would have the courage to tell someone they like before they loose the chance. t_t


"People are given the opportunity to meet the love of their lives, some unexpected, some thru the years of friendship, and some by chance, some in an instant. Only a few have the foresight to see beyond imperfections and take it whole heartedly. Learn to appreciate the people around you 'coz you might lose a person who cares the most..."

Songs that reminds me of YOU!

This are my officemates:

Karen - Breaking Free
(super favorite niya yan eh..)
Ardee - My Humps
(kase pinapatugtog niya yan sa cellphone niya tapos sasayaw siya sa office. Morning exercise daw. haha.)
Kris - Nandito AKo
(kase yan ang kinanta niya nung sumali siya sa Little Miss Philippines.. hehe)
Mark - Papaya by Edu Manzano
(lagi kase niya kinakanta yan sa office.)
Gil - Irreplaceable
(muntik na ako mabingi sa kantang yan. Kase nung sinabay niya kame ni kangel sa car niya, pinatugtog niya yan ng sobrang lakas eh katabi ko pa nan ung speaker.)
Ralph - Don't Matter
(lagi niya rin yan kinakanta sa office nung andito pa siya.)
Tubs - Modelong Charing
(kase yan ang kinanta niya nung nag team fish kame sa Music21. At sobrang nakakatuwa siya pag mala-bading na boses.)
Errol - Iris
(kase tinugtugan niya ako niyan sa office kase sabi ko gusto ko ung song na un. Tapos galing niya mag gitara.)


This are my college classmates:

Lovely - Tell Me Where It Hurts
(favorite niya yan at kinanta niya yan minsan nung may isang program sa PUP.)
Macky - Someday
(idol niya kase si Nina pero yan ang pinakagusto niya kanta.)
Ren - Totoy Bibo
(magaling kase siya sumayaw. Tsaka yan yung sinayaw niya sa isang TFC commercial.)


This are my high school friends:

Wecks - Raining Men
(kase yan ang kinanta niya sa Trader's Hotel nung nag-aaral pa siya ng voice lesson sa Center for Pop.)
- Breathless
(kase yan ang kinanta niya nung Miss UN sa school namin nung 4th yr high school kame.)
Shin2 - Through the rain
(yan ung kantang nagpanalo sa kanya sa Search for a Star.)
- On the Wings of Love
(yan kase favorite song niya eh. Lagi niya yan kinakanta nung highschool kame.)
Arjay - Brown Eyes
(kase brown eyes siya!)

Squirrel

squirrel is a small or medium-sized rodent of the family Sciuridae. In the English-speaking world, it commonly refers to members of this family's genera Sciurus and Tamiasciurus, which are tree squirrels that have large bushy tails, and are indigenous to Europe (but not Ireland), Asia and the Americas. Similar genera are found in Africa. The Sciuridae family also include flying squirrels, as well as ground squirrels such as the chipmunks, prairie dogs, and woodchucks.

To know more about squirrel click here

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Para sa iba ang squirrel ay pests at hindi pets. Well, siguro nga kapag dumami na sila kase para silang mga daga. hehe. Pero nakakita na ba kayo ng squirrel? Ano nga kaya ang magiging reaksyon niyo once nakakita kyo ng squirrel sa bahay niyo? Magugulat ba kayo? Matatakot? o Matutuwa?

Although sinasabi nila na peste ang squirrel at sa ibang bansa nga ay tinataboy ang mga ito. Sa amin ay pinagkakatuwaan namin ito. Dahil first time ko nga makakita ng totoong squirrel as in close and personal pa, natuwa ako. Mukha silang daga pero cute dahil sa buntot nila. Siguro 1 month ago pa nung nakita nung lola ko yung squirrel na color brown sa may puno ng mangga namin. Palagi ko siya inaabangan pero di ko siya nakita. Tapos kahapon lang nang may magpakita ulit na squirrel sa bahay namin. This time color gray siya na may kaunting white color. Sabi nila iba daw ito sa naunang nakita nila. Grabe! nakakatuwa siya. Nakita ko siya sa may puno ng chico namin. Mabilis siya lumundag kaya akala ko di ko siya makikita ng matagalan. Super tagal ko nakatingala sa puno namin at sinadya kong wag gumalaw at magsalita para di siya matakot sakin. Hayun! huminto siya sa isang branch malapit sakin at tinitigan ako na parang na-curious siya sakin sabay galaw ng tenga niya. Natakot nga ako na baka lumundag siya sa mukha ko. Kahit napagod ako kakatingala worth naman kase nakita ko siya ng matagalan at malapitan. Natutuwa akong malaman na meron din palang squirrel dito sa Pilipinas. Akala ko kase sa ibang bansa lang un like US. Ayos ba?... Ay! meron din ako nakitang dragonfly sa amin kahapon.. Matagal tagal na rin kase ako di nakakakita nun eh. Dati kase maraming tutubing karayom sa amin at may grasshopper din at butterflies at minsan may mariposa din. Naalala ko minsan nililibing pa nga namin ung mga namamatay na paru-paro eh.

Brown Eyes

Hayz! Nagkita rin kame ng close friend ko na si Arjay a.k.a. 'crush'. Sobrang tagal na namin di nagkita pero wala paring nagbago sa closeness namin. After a year nagkita na ulit kame at November 1 pa talaga. hehe! Namis ko na yung kulitan namin. Kase nung nakilala ko siya 4th year high school kame at naging close kame dahil sa kakulitan niya. Hanggang sa nagkaroon kame ng tawagan na crush. Actually lahat ng seatmate niya may tawag siya at ako ung tinawag niya na crush. Tapos yung naging gf niya tinawag niya love. Pero yung tawag niya sakin joke lang un. Although naging crush ko talaga siya at alam niya un kaya nga tinawag niya ko crush eh. Yan tapos na ang intro ko sa kanya. Bakit nga ba brown eyes ang title ng post ko? Ah kase sa tagal kong nakakasama itong friend ko na ito, nito ko lang nakita na brown eyes pala siya. Nakakatuwa lang malaman na ganun yung mata niya at nakita ko yun nung gabi pa. Ganda pala ng mata niya! haha! Naalala tuloy kita sa kantang ito.

Brown Eyes

by: Destiny's Child

Remember the first day when I saw your face
Remember the first day when you smiled at me
You stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
Remember the first day when you called my house
Remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night

The way we held each others hand,
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one
ohhhhhh,

I know that he loves me cause told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause its me he trust
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
Remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised
and we've haven't argued since
Remember the first day we stopped playing games
Remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each other's hands,
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right there and then that you were the one

I know that he loves cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trust
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

I'm so happy, so happy that your in my my life
and baby now that your apart of me
you've showed me
showed me the true meaning of love(the true meaning of love)
and I know he loves me

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trust
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

He looks at me and his brown eyes tell it so

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Oist Arjay kung mababasa mo man ito, hindi yan dedicated syo. Narinig ko kase yung song na yan kaninang umaga tapos naalala kita kase brown eyes ka. Miss na kita agad friend! :)