It's been a week from now since everything good suddenly went wrong. There is a sudden change in my environment. One friend of mine changed the way how he treated me. Everytime we see each other, he makes a way not to talk to me either by talking to other people or making himself busy. And I don't know what is his reason why he is doing that to me.
As far as I remember, when we had our annual gathering, we had a game so called "truth or consequence". In that game, we have to tell only the truth in every question. One question for me is to choose between two guys, a guy whom i knew for quite some time but gives effort for the past two weeks and the other guy is a quiet person but when we are together shows his true personality and it has been more than a year since we've known each other that made us more closer.
Right after I answered that question, that is the time when he started to ignore me. Anyway, here is my answer: If I am going to choose based on what is the status of our friendship now, I will choose the guy whom I find myself comfortable to talk with, share my secrets, let out of my problems and seek advices. I am referring to the second guy mentioned earlier. He is a very quiet person but when he speak out, it really has a sense.
The reason why I did not choose the other guy is because of some of his personality. I think we are not compatible. Sorry to say that but that is how I feel when we are together. I knew that he tried his best to please me and I appreciate all the efforts. He is a friend for me and I accept him for who he was and whatever characteristics he have which I think we are not compatible but am willing to adjust for us to be okay.
Maybe I hurt his feelings that's why he ignores me. But is it enough reason to forget our friendship? (sigh..)
"Is it right to let go of the person you love when you know that he/she is happy with someone else? or should you fight for love? "
"Can't it be possible that the person you love will also fallen in love with you?"
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Love is so complicated for the one that you love the most doesn't love you.
